Draco Malfoy (slyth_iceprince) wrote,
Draco Malfoy

Draco's Journal

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. About... everything. Lucius. And I really don't think I could face a full trial. But there's another option... A Memory Ball. Just a glorified Pensieve with a truth spell on it, but the thing is... they're not usually used concerning violent crime for a reason. Because you have to relive it... I would have to go through everything he ever did to me all over again...

I don't know what to do. I don't have it in me to look Lucius in the eye and testify against him, but to relive all that.... but at the same time, it may be the only way I'll ever be free of it. And Harry is right that Lucius deserves it, I know that, but... it's not easy, letting go of the past. Of the hope you'll finally get what you need.

But who am I kidding? That hope has been dead for years.
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